Remember “Tears at the Table?” My post about how we went to that restaurant and I cried?
We went back there yesterday.
The atmosphere was a bit different. It was a Friday afternoon, instead of a busy Saturday lunch. We were seated in a different room, at a high top table. I faced a window, but my back was towards the door, so I couldn’t see who came in and left.
My heart got moved a bit, when I saw a man about my dad’s age, standing outside on the sidewalk. I still have my dad, eight hours away, but I miss him every day.
We ordered. Our appetizers came. Our food came. We ate. A pretty ‘normal’ eating out.
That is, until we were waiting on the check.
This time it wasn’t a group of women, someone who resembled her, or a kind stranger that started the steady stream of tears.
Instead, it was a familiar tune that kicked up on the speakers. Stevie Nicks.
Fitting actually. My momma loved Stevie Nicks. This time the tears at the table prompted a bit of a smile, too.
There is this song that I love by Bon Jovi and I listened to it a bunch last week. It’s called “The Last Night.”
It talks about stepping up for somebody. Showing up. Being there, when things are tough. I love that on so many levels.
My parents were “show up” people. When I was suddenly in an ambulance and at the hospital in 2015, my dad left a meeting in Iowa at six o’clock the next morning, picked up my momma, and drove 5 hours straight to come to the hospital.
They modeled how to show up my whole life. When we had track meets, football games, basketball tournaments, band competitions, etc. all through school, they were in the stands at every one.
One time, a family friend was getting married and I didn’t want to go to the wedding alone. My parents drove 4 hours to meet me there.
They showed up. They were show up sort of people.
We had five years of infertility and baby loss. Guess who held my hands the entire time? That’s right, my parents.
When I finally got pregnant and stayed pregnant, I was put on bedrest. My momma came and stayed with me so my husband could work. I’m sure my dad missed her, but they showed up for me in that way.
March 16 this year, my momma wasn’t feeling quite right. They took her to her local hospital. We got a lot of big, devastating news when test results started trickling in.
Two days later, after being told to stay put until they had more information, I sat in my house, thinking about how my parents always showed up. So, what did we do?
We showed up for them.
My husband rearranged his work schedule. We packed bags quickly. We drove nine hours. We showed up at her Nebraska hospital room and we stayed for three days.
I have often heard that kids model what they see their parents do. I’m so happy my parents were show-er upp-ers. They were a team. They just came.
I’ve carried that with me through my life. Friend having a hard time? I show up with food. Someone sick? I try to support them in some way. Friend have a baby? I send gifts.
When my great aunt Esther turned 100 and 102, my boy and I drove eleven hours to be at her parties. Guess who else was at those parties! My parents!
Last week at my dad’s, I told him about how much it’s always meant that they showed up for us and for things, just because that’s what they did and that’s who they are.
The next day,, while there, I found a letter that my grandpa had written them in 2007. It was about how happy he was that my parents showed up for him and took care of him when he was sick.
When he had a sale before he moved, he talked about how my parents helped him. He goes on about how he noticed that when he needed them, they came. He wrote, “it was Diane-Lyle all the way.”
I can’t even tell you how much that makes me smile and how much I love that.
What a legacy to carry forward. They showed up for me. I show up for my son and someday he’ll show up for his kids. How cool is that?
Thank YOU for being here, too. You’ve shown up for me through my rambling posts about travel, sprinkled with crying posts about my momma. You comment on my carefree posts and on the tear-jerkers.
You don’t waver. You show kindness and compassion. It’s noticed and it’s not forgotten. Like I appreciate my parents, I appreciate my readers. With all my heart, thank you.